awakening?

[David Dalton]

Those who have read my previous writing on here, or who have read some of my
Salmon on the Thorns webpage, will know that I underwent an initiation by
nature through my sun stare, naked thorn hill climb, and clue rose vision of
September 5/6, 19991, and that low/wilderness years began for me on January
29, 1996, and that I compare those low years to the Buddha’s ascetic years.

You may also know of my four components (global new age onset magickal
workings). One of those components is what I call the Sarah stuff, which is
either all the wishes, prayers, and magickal workings of Sarah McLachlan (my
main human inspirer, who I consider the devi type to me as avatar type even
if we never become involved romantically) or some some stuff which she has
designated to replace it.

Earlier tonight some of the Sarah stuff was accepted by my top deity ALL and
while it was coming on I think I came out of the low years into a place of
centred clarity, and it is lasting, though I am not at all high, but feel a
little tired. Also probably I would notice it (the contrast between being in
the low years and being out of the low years) more if I wasn’t on
medication. But it feels somewhat like an opening up of my crown chakra. So
it seems that Sarah wished me out of my low/wilderness years.

[David Dalton]

Post by David Dalton
Those who have read my previous writing on here, or who have read some of my
Salmon on the Thorns webpage, will know that I underwent an initiation by
nature through my sun stare, naked thorn hill climb, and clue rose vision of

blue rose, not clue rose

Post by David Dalton
September 5/6, 19991, and that low/wilderness years began for me on January

1991 not 19991

Post by David Dalton
29, 1996, and that I compare those low years to the Buddha’s ascetic years.
You may also know of my four components (global new age onset magickal
workings). One of those components is what I call the Sarah stuff, which is
either all the wishes, prayers, and magickal workings of Sarah McLachlan (my
main human inspirer, who I consider the devi type to me as avatar type even
if we never become involved romantically) or some some stuff which she has
designated to replace it.
Earlier tonight some of the Sarah stuff was accepted by my top deity ALL and
while it was coming on I think I came out of the low years into a place of
centred clarity, and it is lasting, though I am not at all high, but feel a
little tired. Also probably I would notice it (the contrast between being in
the low years and being out of the low years) more if I wasn’t on
medication. But it feels somewhat like an opening up of my crown chakra. So
it seems that Sarah wished me out of my low/wilderness years.

[Julian]

Post by David Dalton
Those who have read my previous writing on here, or who have read some of my
Salmon on the Thorns webpage, will know that I underwent an initiation by
nature through my sun stare, naked thorn hill climb, and clue rose vision of
September 5/6, 19991, and that low/wilderness years began for me on January
29, 1996, and that I compare those low years to the Buddha’s ascetic years.
You may also know of my four components (global new age onset magickal
workings). One of those components is what I call the Sarah stuff, which is
either all the wishes, prayers, and magickal workings of Sarah McLachlan (my
main human inspirer, who I consider the devi type to me as avatar type even
if we never become involved romantically) or some some stuff which she has
designated to replace it.
Earlier tonight some of the Sarah stuff was accepted by my top deity ALL and
while it was coming on I think I came out of the low years into a place of
centred clarity, and it is lasting, though I am not at all high, but feel a
little tired. Also probably I would notice it (the contrast between being in
the low years and being out of the low years) more if I wasn’t on
medication. But it feels somewhat like an opening up of my crown chakra. So
it seems that Sarah wished me out of my low/wilderness years.

It seems like she has wished you upon TRB.
What a bitch this Sarah is turning out to be.

[David Dalton]

Post by Julian

Post by David Dalton
Those who have read my previous writing on here, or who have read some of my
Salmon on the Thorns webpage, will know that I underwent an initiation by
nature through my sun stare, naked thorn hill climb, and clue rose vision of
September 5/6, 19991, and that low/wilderness years began for me on January
29, 1996, and that I compare those low years to the Buddha’s ascetic years.
You may also know of my four components (global new age onset magickal
workings). One of those components is what I call the Sarah stuff, which is
either all the wishes, prayers, and magickal workings of Sarah McLachlan (my
main human inspirer, who I consider the devi type to me as avatar type even
if we never become involved romantically) or some some stuff which she has
designated to replace it.
Earlier tonight some of the Sarah stuff was accepted by my top deity ALL and
while it was coming on I think I came out of the low years into a place of
centred clarity, and it is lasting, though I am not at all high, but feel a
little tired. Also probably I would notice it (the contrast between being in
the low years and being out of the low years) more if I wasn’t on
medication. But it feels somewhat like an opening up of my crown chakra. So
it seems that Sarah wished me out of my low/wilderness years.

It seems like she has wished you upon TRB.
What a bitch this Sarah is turning out to be.

"Sunrise in the morning
Birds singing on every tree
A greeting and a warning
The song that they're singing is “Be free!”

Young rambler on the roadside
All around the world he goes
Never knowing what he will find in his quest for the great unknown

Wild rose in the forest
Wild rose on the moor
Dawn mist on the mountain
Combers crashing on the shore

We rejoin our hero as he wanders from door to door
A heart full of legend
Dreams of love on a foreign shore

Wild rose in the forest
Wild rose on the moor
Dawn mist on the mountain
Combers crashing on the ….

Wild rose in the forest
Wild rose on the moor
Dawn mist on the mountain
Combers crashing on the shore”

(Rawlins Cross -- Wild Rose)

[Julian]

Post by David Dalton

Post by Julian

Post by David Dalton
Those who have read my previous writing on here, or who have read some of my
Salmon on the Thorns webpage, will know that I underwent an initiation by
nature through my sun stare, naked thorn hill climb, and clue rose vision of
September 5/6, 19991, and that low/wilderness years began for me on January
29, 1996, and that I compare those low years to the Buddha’s ascetic years.
You may also know of my four components (global new age onset magickal
workings). One of those components is what I call the Sarah stuff, which is
either all the wishes, prayers, and magickal workings of Sarah McLachlan (my
main human inspirer, who I consider the devi type to me as avatar type even
if we never become involved romantically) or some some stuff which she has
designated to replace it.
Earlier tonight some of the Sarah stuff was accepted by my top deity ALL and
while it was coming on I think I came out of the low years into a place of
centred clarity, and it is lasting, though I am not at all high, but feel a
little tired. Also probably I would notice it (the contrast between being in
the low years and being out of the low years) more if I wasn’t on
medication. But it feels somewhat like an opening up of my crown chakra. So
it seems that Sarah wished me out of my low/wilderness years.

It seems like she has wished you upon TRB.
What a bitch this Sarah is turning out to be.

"Sunrise in the morning
Birds singing on every tree
A greeting and a warning
The song that they're singing is “Be free!”

Nothing new under the sun.

Cecil F. Alexander, pub.1848

All things bright and beautiful,
all creatures great and small,
all things wise and wonderful,
the Lord God made them all.

Each little flower that opens,
each little bird that sings,
he made their glowing colors,
he made their tiny wings.

The purple-headed mountain,
the river running by,
the sunset, and the morning
that brightens up the sky.

The cold wind in the winter,
the pleasant summer sun,
the ripe fruits in the garden,
he made them every one.

He gave us eyes to see them,
and lips that we might tell
how great is God Almighty,
who has made all things well.

All things bright and beautiful,
all creatures great and small,
all things wise and wonderful,
the Lord God made them all.

[David Dalton]

Post by David Dalton
Those who have read my previous writing on here, or who have read some of my
Salmon on the Thorns webpage, will know that I underwent an initiation by
nature through my sun stare, naked thorn hill climb, and clue rose vision of
September 5/6, 19991, and that low/wilderness years began for me on January
29, 1996, and that I compare those low years to the Buddha’s ascetic years.
You may also know of my four components (global new age onset magickal
workings). One of those components is what I call the Sarah stuff, which is
either all the wishes, prayers, and magickal workings of Sarah McLachlan (my
main human inspirer, who I consider the devi type to me as avatar type even
if we never become involved romantically) or some some stuff which she has
designated to replace it.
Earlier tonight some of the Sarah stuff was accepted by my top deity ALL and
while it was coming on I think I came out of the low years into a place of
centred clarity, and it is lasting, though I am not at all high, but feel a
little tired. Also probably I would notice it (the contrast between being in
the low years and being out of the low years) more if I wasn’t on
medication. But it feels somewhat like an opening up of my crown chakra. So
it seems that Sarah wished me out of my low/wilderness years.

Well, after two days I still feel as though my crown chakra is open, but it
hasn't led to increased creativity or spiritual insights yet, so I will wait
a while longer before declaring for sure that I am out of the low years. And
I won't start tapering off my bipolar medication (1250 mg divalproex sodium
and 7.5 mg olanzapine) just yet, but may request a slight decrease when I
next see my psychiatrist on September 25, if all is still well then.

[dagnabit]

Post by David Dalton
Those who have read my previous writing on here, or who have read some of my
Salmon on the Thorns webpage, will know that I underwent an initiation by
nature through my sun stare, naked thorn hill climb, and clue rose vision of
September 5/6, 19991,

yeah hey, they say two thousand zero zero party over,
oops, out of fun, so tonight I'm gonna party like it's
19991.