Post by omjarooPost by David DaltonWell, I didn’t really start talking much with others much about my 1991
experiences until 1997, and I last saw Gioia in December, 1995
so I haven’t discussed it with her yet,
David, the reason I ask is, it sounds like you are saying that you take
bipolar meds to mitigate or control reactions to the shaktipat If this is the
case, I would think you would have a keen interest in continuing to clear the
nadis to reduce kundalini toxicity. In which case you would want to make
contact with, study under and take prescription/guidance from a highly
experienced kundalini practitioner/teacher. But seems this has been happening
for a long time. Perhaps you are doing all of this and/or other things I am
not aware of and I am all wet on this. If this is the case please forgive me
any ill-informed comments.
Do you confidently understand what is happening, have everything under
control and are comfortable with your situation?
Jared
I’m not on high doses of medication at the moment and plan to
gradually taper off them when I come out of the low/wilderness
years (achieve awakening/enlightenment, noting that I have
some evidence that I am an avatar type or buddha type).
Also I have not had a waning crescent high since September 2004
and have not had a waxing gibbous moon trial since July 1997,
and my mental health has been quite good since 2005, though
I have contnued to try and get my four components (global
new age onset magickal workings) activated, though I have
resolved that my latest attempt will be my last one at least
until I come out of the low years, and perhaps even then.
So anyway, I have not been experiencing any deleterious
kundalini effects, and feel quite grounded. But certainly if
I was to gradually taper off my medication I would probably
be wise to resume asana, pranayama, and meditation
practices and be more careful about sleep habits and diet
and alcohol (which I currently abstain from 1--9 days before
full moon) and caffeine intake. Also I might take classes
again from an expert yoga teacher such as Beverly Winsor
or Meranda Squires, both local to St. John’s, assuming that
I stay here and do not return to Vancouver.
But anyway, yes, everything is under control, including that
I do not believe for sure that my magickal workings are
having an effect yet, so if they are not, I am not delusional,
unlike during waxing gibbous moon of June 1996,
which resulted in my last hospitalization.
But thanks for you concern and your suggestions.
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"That no one seemed to have the time to cherish what was given/Oh and I
would be the last to know and I would be the last to let it show" (S.McL.)